Wanna get drenched one day...
With you beside me....
And feel the rain....
Running around holding our hands...
Laughing around and let the rain kiss our skins...
And enjoy the coldness...
And when we stop to catch our breath...
How you will pull me to you...
And hug me from behind...
And caress my belly under my wet clothes....
And how you will part my hair and nuzzles my nape....
And gently give a bite....
Which made me shiver against you....
And I couldn’t hold anymore..
That I turned around and kissed your lips...
Standing barefoot on you feet...
You hold me tightly and deepened the kiss...

Have you ever wondered why the whole world is lusting over you???

The day you born...
You know you were different...
The one who should have treated you as princess...
Treated like you a prince...
He thought of making a Prince in Princess body....
He made her strong and independent...
Failed to notice what his princess suffered...
Where he saw the young Prince...
The ones around him saw femininity...
They saw the glow around her...
The glow she had when she was happy and smiling...
The ones who hugged her in protectiveness....
Show their disguise in the darkness....

And slowly your glow faded away...
Or you kept it away...
Afraid of being taken away...

And now you can feel the glow...
Pouring outside you...
As you are feeling happy and smiling....
And you are afraid again...
Of lustful eyes...
Which will stare upon you...
And this time be brave and say “No”
— Jonna Adam

Haven’t you ever wondered...
Even though hundreds applause you...
You will be down bcoz just one didn’t appreciate you...
One person who have the power to let you down...
To break your confidence...
To make you fall down from all the steps you have taken...
To wipe off your smile...
To make you feel that you are nothing...
And what you did will never be enough....

— Jonna Adam

Been walking alone for long...
I stopped walking...
And suddenly you came...
Out of no where...
Stretching you hands...
To make me stand...
And made me take baby steps...
And I walked through...
It was painful at first...
And thought of taking a break...
Which you didn’t let me...
And I m walking steadily now...
Thanks to you...
And may be in future I’ll run with joy...

—Jonna Adam

Do you know what is the worst pain in life...
To see the disappointment in the eyes of your loved ones...
When they see you...
The sigh, which they made...
When they see you...
which hold a lot of meaning...
Hurts like hell...
Their eyes and silence talks much more than them...
Still they  couldn’t understand you...
As you never let anyone...
They don’t know your helplessness or regrets...
They don’t see the pleading in your eyes...
They only saw the arrogance and selfishness....
Yet you smiled and talked...
Like you never saw the hurt in their eyes...

— Jonna Adam

Have you noticed shades of grey...
Which can bring out anything...
Whether in picture....
Or in life...
May be that’s why I fell in love with shades of grey...
Life which was full of colours...
Got erased by so many...
Without knowing it, I began to see the shades of grey...
And it became a part of me...
I dreamed my life in shades of grey...
Made me think that it’s what I deserved...
Afraid to think of getting it coloured..
Bcoz what if it get erased again...
And what if it become black...
And nobody to colour it....
Shades of grey made me happy of my own...
As happy that I was not thrown to the pitch black of life...
Grey which has its own brightness...
Showed me the reality...
Not the outrageous colours of lies...
So I’ll just hold on to you forever...
As you are safe to be dreamed of...

A word...
We ask ourselves...
So many times...
There are so many what if’s...
That we would like change...
What if we said “No”
What if  we said “Yes”
But alas we are supposed to walk through all these what if’s...
Some became our regrets...
Some become our happiness...
May it’s our fate...
May be destiny...
May be that’s what made what we are...

—Joanna Adam