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Jessica Mar 2015
To the things you've changed
To the me you made
To the feelings you built
And to the days we spent
To your eyes, your smile
Your scar and vain
To euphoria and misery
To every second since August
Here's to the year that started with you
Ended with you
And has been about you
Cheers.
Jessica Dec 2014
بحبك
With each day even more

بحبك
And beyond

Even with your flaws and world
You're still my perfection
My addiction
My all

بحبك
that's my only word
"بحبك" ( pronounced bhebak ) : means i love you in arabic
Jessica Dec 2014
I've been haunted by you
I've been haunted by your love
I've been haunted by your eyes, your smile and touch
I've been haunted by those feelings
That I'm holding on to
Your smell your voice
And the things we've been through
It's the horror of the heart
It's the fear of love
But I've been exorcismised by your soul
And lost in your world
It's the horror of the heart
It's the fear of love
And I've been haunted by you
I've been haunted by your love
By your everything and beyond
And the fear of love
Jessica Oct 2014
love is literally doing the unexpected
its when youve lived your whole life trying to avoid that one thing
but once you fall, that thing youve avoided all this time becomes your favorite
love is when his flaws are blessing
and his smile is everything you need
love is when he walks by and you take a deep breath;
because youre smelling his perfume for sure
and trying to catch your breath because he gave you a mini heart attack
love is getting addicted to horoscopes
you just check his horoscope everyday just to make sure hes ok
and sometimes yours to see if there will ever be a chance or so
love is gazing all day
thinking of him
of his hair
and that beard, breath taking beard
craving to touch his beard, the beard of a patient man,
love is loving his smile
that smile they mentioned in songs and fairytails
the smile your mom described when you were 4, and told you its prince charming's smile
the smile youve dreamed of
and now its finally true, you can see it
that smile when he finally smiles you look up and it feels like the whole world literally froze
you forget about every person around you
and all you can see is that smile
its the smile of that brave man, with a beard, hiding a small child inside
well both of them, the man and the child inside, have stolen your attention ever since you met them
ever since you fell for them
ever since theyve been the only thing on your mind
and in your heart
and all your life
its like your whole world is about that man and the child inside him
you see whats right through him,
you cry cause you know that hes crying inside
and you fall apart when your shoulders touch as he walks beside
and you pray for a small conversation between you two
and you spend nights and nights thinking about the small sentence he told you
and every time you have an eye contact it takes you an hour to calm yourself
and his voice makes your heart skip a beat
but you enjoy
you enjoy every second of it
even though hes not yours and you may never be
even though hes far and youll never meet
you still enjoy having him in your life
and loving him every second of your life
you enjoy dreaming of him, thinking of him, looking at him, waiting for him to notice you
Its torture
Its pain
Its love
Its insane
Youll   love with all your heart
Youll get hurt
And youll smile
Youll feel pleasure
And cry
Youll deny at times and confess  at times
It'll be a crazy ride
Its love
Jessica Oct 2014
Your love taught me to be sad
And I was in need for a man
To show me the true meaning of being sad

Your love taught me to write
Though I've never held a pen before
To write poems about your eyes
And what those black pearls have done

Your love taught me to act like a child
To draw your face
And walk at night

Your love taught me the worst habits
And got me addicted to your all
Your love took me to a world
And left me all alone
Jessica Oct 2014
Something's wrong when I fall asleep at 9 and wake up in the afternoon
Something's wrong when I spend my day confused not knowing what to do
Something's wrong when I start doing things I never knew I could do
Something's wrong when your face is the only thing I can draw
Something's wrong when poems are the only way to say what's true
Something's wrong when life's so beautiful yet it seems so blue
Something's wrong when I close my eyes in my prayers and pray for you
Something's wrong when crying is all I do
Something's wrong when everyone looks and asks "what's wrong with you"

Something is wrong and that thing is you
Something's wrong and it's the way I think of you
Something's wrong and it's the time I chose you
Something's wrong cause I know it won't be true
Something's wrong but I'll hold on to you
Something's wrong and it's dreaming of you

Something's wrong and it's loving you.

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