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3.9k · Nov 2020
NorthernLights
JenniferC Nov 2020
I wan't to draw a brush stroke,
paint over my baddest feeling.
I wan't to hold my heart,
you know only for a little while
to really see that it's beating.

I wan't to be one with time,
play tag with my thoughts.
Try to make the time twisted
and
read a book that is not yet written.

I wan't to be able crying
without my eyes beeing wet,
touch everything
that can't be touched yet.
In tough moments
I wan't to be able taking the fights.

But what I really want is
dancing the moonwalk in the northern lights.
191 · Nov 2020
EndlessRace
JenniferC Nov 2020
I'm drowning in your space,
I ain't got no air.
Cuz for both you and me
it's not enough place.
We took a leap,
but now we are running in circles
in an endless race.

Im smiling
but its only on my face.
Inside Im crying
cuz we could be the best of art.
I wanted this to be endless,
but babe
we are falling apart.
140 · Oct 2020
WishYouTheBest
JenniferC Oct 2020
The pain I feel
when I struggle
to get my heart
stay inside my chest,
that **** is for real.
I totally collapse,
that's how I feel.
We had a chance
to life
but you felt that
we danced
on the tip of the knife.

If our love
were our opponents in chess,
had we been meant
from the beginning
to lose the match?
I did my best,
but when I fell
you did not catch.

Now I'm at the border
to lose my breath.
I fought for us,
you gave up.
Told me that now
it's too late.
Love said;
Chess Mate.
We did loose the fight,
and now I cant stand
the feeling
of missing your hand
against my cheek every night.

What should I listen to,
when I no longer hear your voice.
My heart can no longer bear,
I can no longer feel the beat
inside my chest.

I miss you,
But I do wish you the best..
127 · Nov 2020
DevilsMind
JenniferC Nov 2020
The memories
is waiting to attack.
Waiting for me to fall at last
- right into the past,
to where Im running to get you back.

There is so much to miss
and I ain't got emotions
if I cant lean on to
the feeling from your kiss.

The the devils mind is inside my vein
beacause I took the turn
to where I crashed my heart
right into yours
again.
121 · Nov 2020
AngelDust
JenniferC Nov 2020
Take me to fairy tales.
Show me
where Snow White lives,
Cinderellas shoe of glas,
Peter Pan, The castle ball
and the power that magic has.
Take me to
true love that gives you shivers.
The happily ever after
and the valley of the rivers.

Show me
that everything we believed in
as a child exists.
Faith and hope -give me this.
All that I no longer remember
cuz it has left my mind
and my body.
I'm affraid its forever.
Tell me
that everything we had faith in then
not only is a memory merely.

Please,
take me to the River Fairy.
Show me legendary,
the queen, the king,
foot prints from santa on my roof
where he has been standing.
A fallen angels broken wing

- show me something.
100 · Nov 2020
BestPart
JenniferC Nov 2020
Now what am I supposed to do
when I cant be arround you.
Our story is beating up my heart.
It feels too short
because I can only remember
the best of part.

It used to be us two
and I used too be filled with words,
but now Im out of those too.
99 · Nov 2020
TheChords
JenniferC Nov 2020
My tears falls
along with the music,
hits the ground
along with the chords.
Cause you crashed my heart
with two simple words.

For you my heart was beating,
went unfold.
Now it needs heating
because it's shivering cold.
You once made me warm,
now you make me freeze.
You opened up my heart
but you also made it crease.
And oh my,
at a time you made it expose
without you even beeing close.

Love nocked me down.
Im gone now
but
I can be found,
if your search is on the
ground.
96 · Nov 2020
BadArt
JenniferC Nov 2020
Since I lost you
I've been in a fog,
got in fight with my fears.
I've been crying,
formed the deepest sea
with my tears.
So deep
that one would not dare to swim.

My chest
feels locked arround a chain.
Because it can't handle the heartbreak
wich also comes
with the pain.

I have abandoned my heart
in the middle of the rain,
looking like bad art.
It's there,
stylish and quiet
in the middle of the open street.
While I face the battle
wich is trying to stand
on my own two feet.

I am now empty of emotions,
this shows
that I'm not strong without you.
Because when I lost you
I became lost too.

My heart out on the street
now not even bad art,
just drafted cuz it fell apart.

— The End —