In this world, we will always hear
About the one that got away.
In this house, where you kissed me last
My thoughts will forever stay.
In this mind, you beautiful boy
You gave my life a meaning.
In this love, this twisted love
There is a song worth singing.
But in this end, the rainbow fades,
The storm rolled in without warning.
In this world, we will always hear,
About a boy this girl is mourning.

Words swim through my head with so much power and meaning I start to drown. My bubble of happiness shrinks the more I think of how to tell you. I mean nothing now, I am just an empty body of what was and could have been. I’m a constant reminder of the pain I have caused. I am afraid, afraid of the sharks biting at my ankles, and yet I swim so close to them, its beautiful. I’m at peace there, here I feel nothing but hurt. I feel alone without my sharks.

Everyday I wake in Black and White,
Only to hear the world’s in colour,
I stare into those hollow eyes,
“Can my life be any duller?”
I thought the stage would save me,
And the lights would make me smile,
But instead, they only made me worse,
They turned my thoughts more vile.
“Uh, do I feel happy in life?”
They’ll remember that quote forever,
“I hope I’m finding happiness...”
What I meant to say was “Never.”