Locked myself in my bathroom
Blade pressed against my wrist.

Weeping out my life regrets
Slicing till to there's nothing left.

Oh, what a sin
I commit

I'll sit right here
With nothing left

Mother, I'm sorry.

Don't blame me
I was weak.

I'll love you
I'll watch over you from up above
Till there's nothing left

I won't hurt you.
Mother please, forgive me.

It wasn't you
It was me.

Oh mother, don't blame me.

I like the thought of life
But I don't enjoy living it.

I like the thought of relationships
But I'm afraid to be committed.

I like the thought of friends
But I'm no good for them.

I like many things
But hate most too.

I haven't been okay in a while
I sit and stare at my wall for a while

All memories deemed good are suppressed.

I haven't felt like myself since the longest
I haven't had a real laugh since the longest

My motivation dwindles as the hours progresses.

I'm lost and you all know it
I'm deranged and I've shown it

I feel my sanity nearing it's end

The core shattering moment
Is when you lose what you love.

As the days cease to exist
And the moon rises again.

I can't help but shiver.

As the date approaches
I stop and cry.

I've lost more than one can anticipate
I lost more than just myself

Today I lose another.
Another one I held dearly.

Wounds need time to heal
But what if time doesn't allow it?

My wounds have opened
Again
And again.

Over and over
I don't know how much more I can take.

I will for my soul to take
But can't.
Won't.

Allow me to rest.
Allow me to mend my broken soul

How can one go on, if pain is all I seem to know?

Little mirror, oh little mirror

Will you lie to me?

Manifest the beauty

I so desperately want to believe.

Little mirror, oh little mirror

Show me who I desire to be

Little mirror, little mirror

Don't break on me.

The stars shine bright

Such truth they project.

Most realest I've ever seen.

Dead, but they still shine bright.

Gives millions of people

Hopes & dreams.

When they ask me, what I want to be.

I'll look up and say the stars.

Because the stars are what we believe
Are what we see.

The stars.

Is who, I want to be.

I hear the lies you spread
Feel every ounce of hate

"Give it a rest!"

God, I wish I feel no more.

I feel like ******* trash.
Hear the **** that you say.

I know you speak of my past.
Know what ever you say.

"alone, yes we all know."

Lonesome I am.
Fearful I live.

I hear the **** that you say
Feel every truth within it.

Never, am I going back.
Hitting the high way

Never looking back.

Speak of me then.

Spread the truth about me.
Tell everyone who you see.

"I'm sorry for being me."

Take my one last breath.

Fall down, with the rest.