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  May 2021 Honeybee
niann smith
the truth is, i dont have the guts to kiII myself. i want to walk busy roads and dark alleys in the hopes someone will do it for me
Honeybee May 2021
I’m somewhat like a book except
I have a perfect cover
And torn pages
Honeybee Apr 2021
“Living is a privilege”
Then please like you take all my other privileges away take this one away too
Honeybee Apr 2021
I know I’ll never be good enough
But that doesn’t mean you have to point it out to me everyday
Like I get it
I’m fat and Im stupid insecure and worthless
But you are supposed to make me feel the opposite
Your my stepdad for ***** sake!
My mom loves you
Your family loves you
And you know it
But you already have kids
And I know I’m not under that category
I’m just my moms daughter
Not yours
Honeybee Apr 2021
I can’t bring myself to eat right now
Probably cause I know if I eat
nothing good will happen
I’ll still get heavier
I’ll still be insecure
I’ll still throw it up
So I’m just not going to eat
Because no positives will come out of it
Honeybee Apr 2021
Some people count calories
Or sodium and sugars
But I have nothing to count
Because I just
Don’t eat
I used to not eat at all
I’m doing better now
But I still feel really insecure whenever I eat
Honeybee Apr 2021
I may not have been able to pick my blood family
But my chosen family
Is the most important thing to me in this world
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