I am a Jumper Girl.

I take what I want
And say what I love

I destroy my lovers
and follow my destroyers.

I take everything,
and refuse everyone.

I eat when I am hungry
and drink when I am happy.

And if I were to go tomorrow
know that
I am a Jumper Girl.

I felt it deep in my bones
It rattles when I speak,
I tried to name it,
But it knows my secrets.

It teases me with my own thoughts,
until i learn to shut my own mouth.

I met a man once who hummed his sorrows,
He Wore blue jeans and tight shirts.
         Lived on the edge of the earth
and argued with destiny.
I would ask, "where are you going"
he would respond with a shrug and smirk,
"*******"

he knows what he is.

I am filled with uncertainty
It grabs
            me,          attacks me.
It kills me sometimes.

I have secrets in my tummy
driving my desires
giving me peace
sealing my mind
breaking my spirit
surrounding my dreams
my secrets hold me tight
tighter,
tighter,
tighter.