I feel I have no life
I guess I  have no passion
My dark secrets hidden

Spending my time drinking
Spending my time dreaming
My secret dreams about you

And sometimes, just sometimes
You come along with a smile
A secret smile only I can see

Then I spent my time dreaming
Dreaming  the things, that will never happen
The secret love we share.

"I'm an open book"
She says

Written in
code.

Bekarar rehte the tum,
Meri khabar sun ne ko,
Ab,
Na Jane Kyu bekhabar se ** gaye ** tum.

Pyaar bhari najro se,
Palak sajaye ji bhar ke dekha karte the mujhe,
Ab,
Na Jane Kyu undehka se karne lage ** tum?

Narajgi ** ya shikayate ,
Bade dhyan se suna karte the tum,
Sun Meri aawaj ko muskura Diya karte the tum.
Ab ,
Na Jane Kyu unsune se ** gaye ** tum?

Bin kuch kahe ,
Chehra pad ,Dil ki baat samjh jate the tum,
Ab ,
Na Jane Kyu nasamjh se lagte ** tum?

Jaan,jaan khete lubs mere ,
Thakte nahi the ,
Ab,
Na Jane Kyu unjaan se how gaye ** tum?

Kamal ki baat hai na,
Pyaar aur vishvaas  behaad Kar liya tumse,
Bas ye nafrat hi hai ,
Jo na Jane Kyu behaad nahi hoti tumse!

Char pahar ki baate ab,
Ek pahar mein dhal sa gaya!
Ek pahar bhi na Jane kab,
Ek ghante mein badal sa gaya!
Dekhte hi dekhte ek ghanta bhi,
Ek mintue ban sa gaya!
Waqt ke sath tum bhi ,
Badal se gaye!

Chalo,thik hai
Badalna hi tha toh thodi der se ,
Badal jate,
Vo Kya hai na,
Waqt mil jata hume,
Hum bhi Toda sambhal se jate!

it all washes over
the way it never ends
constantly thinking about it
it's hard to always pretend