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 Jun 2018 Grey mirror
Erica
two:
3 am
cramps, oh horrible cramps
i have midol, i'll just take a few
then a few becomes a bunch
i take around 8-10
i realize what i've done
again
i wonder how this will feel this time
my stomach hurts more
i have horrible pain till 5 am
then i finally fall asleep
and i wake up
im fine
~the beginning of 7th grade~
There were 3 girls in a room
And I didn't want to intrude
So I was quiet, only said a few words

I had nothing of value
To say,
I asked "How bad were they"
'Bout the demons
A child raved about

And we said,
"Lady, please be careful"
And I think she heard my fear
But the child wrote
In the language of the stars
And Lady wrote in romance she was starved

She said,
Children, be careful
I've never seen that man before
She said
Children, don't trust them
You've never seen a war
But then
She said
To me
Is love a possibility
And either answer
Would be selfish, you see

I'll back away
I never know what to say
Can I pinpoint the moment?
What did I say?

I thought I was just the same,
Same stupid fool
Who broke a heart
Twice over just to be sure

You said she was your child
You joked we could be family
Reading her teary talk out loud
In a dark room
Didn't I warn you?

Were you listening when I told you I was blind?
Did you hear me when I said
You'd be better off leaving me behind?
I'll
Always want to hurt myself
When I'm not picking up the phone
I was crying that night
Because I told myself
Either way I'd be alone
And I'm sorry
I'm sorry that you'll regret this
And I'm sorry I know what happens next
For Cayla
Every heart
Wants to
         Be loved
      Unconditionally
         However
I’ve come to learn
    The key to receive
              That love
           You crave
                    For
       Is to First
             Give it
      Without prejudice
          
We want to
        be excepted
      In our imperfection
                     Yet
            Refuse to
         Love anyone
                    Or
              Anything
          We do not deem
                 Perfect.
     Dare
to love
       Unconditionally
              And watch
                     Your heart
               Reap a bountiful
                      Harvest
                             Of
                Rich love
                       And
                     I
            Forever
                Promise
                      You
                       It
             Will worth  it
                        
  Cheers to love !
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