Hey, maybe you’re not here with me now.
But I want you to know one thing you are and were always there in my mind and my heart. I still remember the poems you showed me. I still remember you first opening that gate you put up around your heart. I can recall all the details about you from your eyes that shine even bright than the stars. You’re perfect smile that heaven can’t compare. The way your hair was soft and shimmered in the sun. When you would wait for me by the doors. When I skipped and went with you to your art class. I still remember the beautiful photos you always took you’ve always had a passion for photography. I remember the first time I asked you your favorite color and we had the same. I remember that you love gas stations and you think bumblebees are cute. I remember how much you love art and photography. I remember you used to tell me you’d rather stay in cuddled up with a book laying in my arms. I remember the first time we kissed even after all this time I can remember everything that made me fall in love with you so until I see you again so hey…

I stand unwavering, bound by fate,
Through the storm of your silence, I will wait.
No dusk or dawn can dim my fire,
Because love like mine doesn’t expire.

No distance breaks, no time betrays,
My heart is hers through endless days.
Even with a broken soul, my vow remains,
Through love, through loss, and through pain.

I can’t help but think of the past. All bridges I’ve burned the heart I broke she was innocent and pure as angelic as the heavens. No one will ever take her place in my heart soul and mind. As I’m sitting here drowning in my memories and these  bottles
I can’t help but think of her and the bottom of the bottle

I still remember our first kiss standing there in the hall by the gym the love I had in my heart then only grew ever more intense and passionate. I know I was horrible to you and I probably don’t deserve a final chance if fate were to put you in my path again like the stars that remind me of your eyes and your heavenly smile it’s been nine long and honestly hard years without you I’m sorry for all the pain and heart break I caused you. All these years later my love for you has turned into a beautiful divine warmth I wish I can be honored to have again. I’d do anything for a chance at us again but until then no matter if it takes nine years or my whole life I’ll still wait for our white horse until I see you again my lovely wild flower. Im sorry J.M. I’m sorry for everything I will always love you forever and always till death greets me like a old friend