your tears
will last years
you failed to hear
the thoughts i held dear
held back by fear
now nothing is clear
i’ll never see you
it’s all my fault
you do not love me
you cannot see
what we could be
as strong as the sea
my love will still be
i’ll work on me
maybe to be
the one for you
oh when will the day
where i may say
i love you please stay
our children will play and laugh away
eternal summer day
my mind will rest at last
but our love it faded to fast
i'll set you free
away with the breeze
time will freeze
my heart displeased
i fell to my knees
alone in the dark
you forever left a mark
they remark and ask me what’s wrong
i built a ****
hoping to smoke the pain away
drowning the past
substance cannot replace your absence
piece two