Smiling through the rain
when I'm under your
umbrella
you're my rainbow
after a rainy day
no need to search for gold
because you took me to
nirvana

We say we want to stay,
only so we don't hurt.
Deep down we want to stay.
Decisions comes with a price,
and are we willing to pay
just so that we can stay?

I want to stay
but I'm not sure I can

I learned the art of loving people
no matter who they were
but I was never told to love myself
no matter who I am

I saw you last night,
I wonder if you saw me.
You confessed to me,
without me being there.
Your mask was off,
your bruised face showed
with scars from your failures,
you didn't hide them this time.

You came clean,
declared your love,
told me your deepest secrets,
your worst fears.

You took me to your studio,
and showed me,
all the things you loved about me,
you had painted them
so detailed ; beautiful
I wonder if you saw me there,
as you were talking to yourself