nothing is working, I cant risk my sanity just for another loose end, my mind feels numb and I cant think. all i want is to feel something. nobody knows me, at least not who i am, my minds spinning in circles, this might be the end, nothing fits, its all just there, thought after thought no beginning or end, please someone help me, I just need a friend, everything's dying and I'm going insane, I want it to end or want to feel loved, inside I'm crying or dying at this point they're the same