We only die once
But we live everyday

Do you think I want this?

Do you think I didn't change my mind?

To have a healthy mental health.

I did it several times

Its just that anxiety come and go

And mind you

I'll never be ready for its arrival in my mind and soul.

I've been dreaming about a girl
With silver hair and icy eyes,
With pink lips and good vibes,
With the softest smile and skinny thighs...
She was the sun ray that kissed your face
After the cruel winter haze.
She was the gracious lioness,
Almost like a royal Highness.

But she was just a con
Because, c'mon ,
She told me she loved me,
That she'll never leave me
And then I woke up and she was gone
And I was left alone from dusk 'till dawn.