Dont mistake my kindness for flirting

When you wanna show me a cool game or book that means I didnt agree to see your *****.

When we have something in common that dosnt mean I want your hands around my neck.

When I say goodbye with a hug your hands shouldn't be at my ***

when I pull away it dosnt mean I want a kiss.

Today's the day
I'm going to ask you out
I have a piece of paper so I don't choke on my words  
At the coffee shop early waiting by door
ready..
Rehearsing what i'll say to you
you're always here at 8am sharp
10th day now and you aren't around.
Today's not the day

I let you crawl under my skin
Like a parasite under flesh n bone
Slithering up my body to my jaw
Where you make your nest
Where I grind my teeth

My hands held the peices of our love
Crazy glue at the ready
Waiting for you to help me arrange our lives.
Craft room empty
Walls laid barren
No pretty vase to grow the flowers we dreamed.
Just peices of pottery in the trash