In this war
   With my inner demons
I fight just to have Space in my own
Head for a few seconds
is difficult to find
Myself..
This fear
This torture
I hide my face

Ashamed at my
Disgrace
I fear
Im drowning
But it seems
No one
Cares to save me
Im lost


This deep addiction
My self infliction
My own worse enemy

Treading thru troubled water
With dangerous tides
My heart feels like quicksand
And I can't swim
Looks like the demon strikes again.

She cries crimson tears
The sadness tortures her
    every thought
Its like a knife stabbing
  Her over and over
   A mother without
   The babies she bore
Is a devastating destruction
That kills her very slow!

The Tongue does flips
The Truth Leaks out
As it begins to drip
The Ink sees all
Its The Memory
That shows it all
No longer a need
A reason to bleed
This feeling that has
A whispering call
Begging
To be place in a book
Or to be read
Here. Just have a look
To engrave
In the mind
To create
A page
Of emotions
To engite
A flame in a heart
To paint art on each others hearts
That is where it
Always starts

My heart it searches
My breath is signs
My mind it wonders
My life is needs
The love of another
Is my desire
To fill me with warm and
Make me dive right in
To the matters of the hearts
The big loving parts
The wide smiles
The tight hugs
The wet kisses
Mmm the feeling of love jjust a matter of time and
My life will start
Jump start this
Thing
Make it my way
To know
He loves me
Just the right ways
And always n forever
Stay
That is a beautiful thing
To be wanted
Oh yay

To kiss his lips
To run my fingers
From his neck &
Chest

Oh how I daydream

Be brave
Live on the edge
Breathe deep
Scream loud
Be you!