Tonight, the sky is seemingly so dark. I can‘t even see the bitty stars that used to shimmer. But, it‘s lucky that tonight, there is a moon for me to see. Even if, I can see it unclearly due to the curtain of the clouds, the pale moonlight can fulfill my heart alot for it makes this night have some light. And, this very light helps a lonely man like me to get by through this lonesome night.

- Stephen Hugs
   20/10/2013

I want to
Bite off your lip ring
And taste your blood
As I kiss you
Trying to consume you
Fiery in my conquest
As I travel to warmer regions
And I discover
Another set of lips
I must devour
Gripping you
Like my life
Depends
On my not letting go,
As I lap up your truth serum
The vulnerability of you
And the willingness of me
To embrace ourselves
A passionate engulfment
Of all the silent moments
That led to this
Havoc of beating pulses,
Sweat like morning dew
Gleaming off your body
I burrow deep into your soul,
Outside the dead of winter
Still lingers,
I don't ever want to leave...

APAD13 - 145  © okpoet

If I told you I love you
let me tell you what that means

It means I’m giving you my heart,
my trust, my thoughts, and my ears.
Can you feel my energy?
It longs to pull you closer.

I will always be there for you…always.
There won’t be a time when I can’t stop
and listen to you.  
There’s never been a time
that I’ve told you “no”
even when it hurt me to the core
to hear what you had to say.

There’s not another woman
who loves you as much as me
but I know you don’t feel the same.
Still, I want you to be happy
to have what you want
and I want to give you joy
if I can.

Please don’t ever think
that I don’t want to hear
what you have to say because
your words
are my oxygen.

Though I long to love you
to kiss you
to call you my own
I know it can never be.
The best I can do
is be your friend
so I promise to do this job
with my whole heart.

I love you…I always will.


(thank you for allowing this frustrated rambling)

I guess I always knew
     You were going to leave my life
That you would find the day and place
     To move on to your next step
But knowing those things didn’t change the facts
     And I’m not ready to say good bye yet
I’m such a fool for letting myself
     Fall victim to your kiss
The sweetest kisses I’ve ever known
     Kisses I want to feel every day
Your passionate words have captured my mind
     And my body follows close behind
But now I have to find the way
     To let you go
You have a life to begin and I know
     I will someday fade from your mind
I want to try to remain friends
     But not if I’m the only one trying
You hurt me so deeply
     When you didn’t tell me your news
And you’ll never know
     How many tears I’ve cried for you
Someday, I hope you realize
     How much you mean to me
And down the road, when you think of me
     You’ll shed a tear for what could have been