Elle H

Elle H Aug 2017

Grow

We pick the things we like
We watch the things we love, grow

#love #grow #like #we

Elle H Aug 2017

I look in the mirror one night
all i see is myself
i stare blankly and frown
i see nothing but a gloomy girl
i see this girl over and over
until one day she smiles as she looks
she kisses a boy in front of the mirror
a big grin on her face as she looks in his eyes
this continued on
the boy always with her and happiness washed over their faces
then one day she was by herself again
the same gloomy girl i saw 3 years ago
staring blankly at the same mirror

Elle H Aug 2017

Words

I write them in my journal
I write them on my walls and furniture
I write them on the whiteboards and chalkboards
I write them on the streets in chalk
I type them on my computer
Words are what you used to speak to me
They are what you used to tell me you love me
They are what you used to tell me you miss me
They are what you didn't say when you left

He came back to just leave again

Elle H Aug 2017

Ode to You

You have a cute smile that, makes me smile too.
You have chocolate brown eyes that, you use to stare into mine.
You have a laugh that sounds like music to my ears.
You have soft curly dark brown hair, that bounces when you laugh.
Your voice is so smooth and soft, it puts me at ease.
You're the boy, that i love but, can't have.

He's my best friend.

#love #him #you #ode

Elle H Jun 2017

#4

I feel lonely and sad
not every once in a while
but all the time

it kills me so much
it makes me cry
it makes me feel hurt

then you showed up
you showed me love
and happiness

you made me fall in love
with you; a boy who
didn't love

I knew you slept
with different girls
every night

I still let myself
love you endlessly
you were everything

you made me feel whole
you got rid of the sad
and lonely

you showed me the love
and the happiness
you made me love you

the one night i
noticed you were the same
you were lonely and sad

thats why you slept
with different girls
every night

It made me feel hurt for you
but it made me angry as well
i wanted you to love me too

i wanted you to find your
love and happiness in me
with me

but one night you met her
you found it with her
that night

i was back to how it was in the beginning.

Elle H Jun 2017

#3

You were the boy i fell in love with
The boy with curly straight brown hair,
chocolate brown eyes, an entrancing smile,
and a laugh that would continuously ring in your ears.

I wanted you to love me
The girl with straight brown hair,
brown eyes, small smile, and an outrageous laugh.

Instead you fell in love with her
The girl with curly blond hair like golden ribbon,
ocean blue eyes so mesmerizing, a beautiful smile,
and a nice girly laugh.

Elle H Jun 2017

#2

Once you stopped thinking of me
i felt cold
i felt so cold that even winter felt torrid
you were the one who made me warm and giddy
then you left
when you left
all that was left of me was
a girl who felt cold, so so cold
that it killed her to feel such a way
it bit at her, making her numb