I sit here and ponder at life.
A lot of time to think to myself.
Through all the good times and the bad times.
All alone.
Several brothers and sisters.
Our bond forged in fire.
Not by blood but blood would be given for them.
Caring for everyone in hope they would do the same.
Those close to you are royalty.
They're perfect to you.
Friendships that you wish would last forever.
Anything would be given to help.
I have a lot of time on my own.
No brothers.
No sisters
Only child
Lonely.

Twinkle, twinkle little star, were millions on millions of miles apart.
Your powerful beams shine so bright, even lighting the moon on a cold, harsh night.
You touch the lives of all that see you, setting example for more than a few.
We hope you can keep on gleaming as the hearts of all are beating.
When you finally go and never come back, are planet will be cast in black. Through the darkness will come a cheer as a new beam of light appears.

Don't touch, feel.
Don't hope, trust.
Don't frown, smile.
Don't plan, do.
Don't think, wonder.
Don't dream, achieve.

Depression isn't sadness.
Many think the two correlate but sadness is a mood where as depression is as much physical as mental.
Sadness can change easily as the wind can change direction.
Depression is being trapped in the wind, no obvious path to escape.
Depression is an island of thoughts and feelings where nothing makes sense.
Depression is being under a relentless cloud which rains only upon you, it's a barrier between you and the outside world.
It cannot be fixed easily, a broken bone is obvious and physical where as a broken brain is not so much.
The most important part of the body can be damaged and hindered so easily.
2 choices.
The hard one or the easy one.
Which path you take defines you.