If I gave you my soul,
would you read each page?
Scribble notes of interest
and know me.
Would you take the time,
to help tape the seams?
Would you mend,
the fragility of my soul?
It tears and rips,
easily, emotionally.

is this our infinity
it's short lived and little time
many things are yet to be discovered

is this it? where to begin with,
we haven't started, yet it's ending
how sure are you?

as I watch you walking away from me
you took my heart and soul with you
my breath. my love. my everything.

now i'm weeping thru this pain
with clenched teeth and bleeding gums
how to bear this?

Nothing is fair in love and war
Torn between right and wrong
Losing your heart and mind
The flesh and soul conquering dominance
And in the end, it's only you, no one else.

this guilt
it's eating me up alive
I was caught off guard.