Sara Mlady-Allison

Sara Mlady-Allison Feb 2021

Red car

what lives do they live? As they walk their dogs? Pay taxes.
Get gas.
Make dinner?
Is this life?
What life do I live?
Locked doors?
Mace in hand?
No red car?
No murderer??

#mylifewithmystalker

Sara Mlady-Allison Feb 2021

no more

There's pain in my sadness
But in that black hole I find peace
Because once I pull myself back out
My heartache will cease

#sufferingthroughnights

Sara Mlady-Allison Feb 2021

Untitled

You were too deaf to hear,
as I was far too blind to see
That my screams never reached your ears,
Or that those signs were all for me.

Sara Mlady-Allison Feb 2021

Light to sin

I wish I could do something destructive
With no repercussions
But I cant,
So the fire stays within me.
Melting my heart, burning my skin.
From bone to dust
And light to sin.

#madness

Sara Mlady-Allison Feb 2021

Surviving spiders

Like a fly to a spiders corner
I got tricked by the warmth of your web
I was too busy staying safe that I didn't realize I was being eaten alive.

But don't worry because like flies, spiders must do whats needed to survive.

#survive #trickery

Sara Mlady-Allison Feb 2021

Never

The fear you've instilled in me will only push me more to gain the peace I need.
So make me bleed
Bring me to my knees
One day,
I will rise.
No more saying not if but when
Because you will never bring me down again

Sara Mlady-Allison Feb 2021

How many?

One sip 40 calories
One bite 50 calories
How many calories until I finally feel ok myself again?
Or was I ever?

#food #eating #disorders #calories