Sometimes I wonder if u ever miss me...
Like when u are doing something that i like, do u wish I was there with u just so that u could see me smile?
Or when u are having a happy moment, do u wish I was there to share it with u?
Or when u do something funny, do u wish I was there to laugh with u?
Or when u go back home after a hectic day, do u wish I was there to cuddle with u while u told me about it?
Or when u are going through a hard time, do u wish I was there to help u get over with the day?
Or when u miss the way I smell, do u wish I was there to give u a tight hug?
Or when u are with all ur friends but u are still feeling empty, do u wish I was there to make u feel complete?
Or when u not feeling well, do you wish I was there to take care of u?
All this really makes me wonder if u miss me
coz i always wish u were here with me

Do you know how it feels to be someone's first preference ??
Neither do i..
But I know how it feels to be
The most ignored friend
The most forgotten girlfriend
The most forgotten child
The most forgotten cousin
Only time they know I am around is when they want someone to laugh about
I've only been a plus one just to fill up somebody elses place
Never the choosen but always the forgotten...

Suicide is not self harm!!
It is a ****** committed by the society
By putting him down
It is a ****** committed by the person he loved the most
By not listening to him
It is a ****** committed by his parents
By not respecting his feelings
It is a ****** committed by his friends
By not knowing him well enough
It is a ****** committed by the person he relied on
By not standing up for him
It is like taking an empty man off of life support
But it's all of u that made him empty first
It is all of you that killed him

Sometimes I wonder if u ever miss me...
Like when u are doing something that i like, do u wish I was there with u just so that u could see me smile?
Or when u are having a happy moment, do u wish I was there to share it with u?
Or when u do something funny, do u wish I was there to laugh with u?
Or when u go back home after a hectic day, do u wish I was there to cuddle with u while u told me about it?
Or when u are going through a hard time, do u wish I was there to help u get over with the day?
Or when u miss the way I smell, do u wish I was there to give u a tight hug?
Or when u are with all ur friends but u are still feeling empty, do u wish I was there to make u feel complete?
Or when u not feeling well, do you wish I was there to take care of u?
All this really makes me wonder if u miss me
coz i always wish u were here with me

I stand here and watch as u walk away from me, frozen and unable to move.
I can feel every muscle in my body going into rest. I can feel my brain going numb. I can feel all the blood in my body rushing into my heart and making it heavy. I can feel my heart pushing against my lungs making it hard for me to breathe. I am trying to tell u not to go, but I am not able to make a move. I stand there seeing as a part of me is torn apart from me. My body collapses before my tears hit the ground. I lay on the ground helplessly hoping ul come and pick all my pieces and fix me back with love.

i know i ain't worth it
but its too late for u to quit

i am feeling really scared
as ur love for me starts to fade

i dont want to loose u
coz a life with u was all i knew

i only asked u for ur time
thats all i needed to say ur mine

all i can see now is only darkness
cos loosing u is my only weakness

i cannot live another day
not with u staying away

i know i dont deserve ur love
but thats all is keeping me breathing now

please come back and stay with me
ur love and time is all i need