deyrah

deyrah Oct 2020

She said "i love you"
He smiled, then spoke about the beach house.
The cuddling, with endless kisses.
With essence of ***** smelling all around.

Changing new sheets together.
Walks at the park, holding hands and being there for each other
Dancing to their favorite songs
Cooking, and ending up not eating them.
For the fun of it.
Skipping trips to stay home and do nothing.

She said : what are yhu talking about.
He said: oh, i thought we were just listing impossible things!?

deyrah Oct 2020

BROKEN

I'm cliche....
I'm broken, not just a little.
Totally broken.
But then, even a broken mirror now shows you so many sides of yhu.
Even broken crayons still write.

And being broken has now made me see the world in different ways and aspect.

Being broken, has broken my limitations.
Way better than when i was whole.

Wholeness is boring.
I break to find new layers of me.

deyrah Oct 2020

A date to die for!

I had a date with death.
She was cold, in a warm way.

The way she spake, it was enticing
The way she carried herself.
I fell in love.

I had a date with death.
She was lonely.
But she also saw other people.

I had a date with death.
She stood me up.

I had a date with death.
And i was alone, she was there.
Alone too.
We were lonely, together.

I had a date with death.
I joined her.
And we walked the path.

#date #unrequited

deyrah Sep 2020

We're not who we seem!

All our pain is covered, by laughter.
Our tears has turned into cold sweat.
But our smile...
Our smile would give a happy person
Low self esteem!

It's not pretending...
It's a way of living, not letting life beat yhu down!

#life #pain

deyrah Sep 2020

Suicidal thoughts .2

At some point...
The room started to smell sweet.
Like Lucifer died in my arms.
I could taste the breeze from the window.
I could hear death.
I could smell noise,
And i could feel the cold sweat.
The rope was tighter than usual.
Hell called upon me, but heavens gate were glowing...

It comes again.

#death

deyrah Sep 2020

Savage!

I didn't cry...
Rain drops just fell into my eyes.

I didn't die.
I just slept for a long time.

I didn't love.
I just felt i shouldn't leave you alone!

I didn't forget.
I just don't want to remember.

You're the right reason
To my wrong doings!

deyrah Sep 2020

Suicidal thoughts .1

Maybe i deserve pain.
I've cried too much.
I suppose, it's why, it won't rain.
A heart that knows no gain.
Should i plull the plus,
Would it cause a riff, or would it strain
Maybe i deserve pain.
Cause all who've held my heart.
Have felt pain!

I think I'll end it soon!