After long years I decided to not love someone.
I have lived a life saving that river of love for someone
To make sure I will flood her heart with love.
but sometimes, we just need to be wiser,
and not open our doors drastically.
Because you will not balance the love in you.
let it leak a little, and wait until sprint.
Once you see the flora growing.
Let her sun burn your waters,
so the living love on your heart
can evaporate and then create
a circle of love for an eternal life.
There will be storms,
and only you have the water reserved
to give more life together as love.
I wrote this since I was trying to be kind and an gentleman. But my kindness became "nice" that it scare her away. I wish next next person will be more ready since love is not a game of fear.