Tear drops
Jealous of the ones who can
Teardrops

This sadness is heavy
But I can't help but be in love with it
Held down for so long
Held in for even longer

They never crash around me
Slap me back into existence
Slap me again and reawaken this heart

Held my head in the dark
This heart can't seem to restart

Teardrops
This sadness is heavier
Than it will always seem

You can choose hate
You can choose love

You chose to die a martyr
You die with the enemy

In this day
And in this time

You can beat me down
You’ll never lay me down

The voices that echo
They travel from the past and into the future
Sometimes love is not enough

Against all the gods
They will burn this world to ashes

We will be together again
This world will be at peace

You chose hate- You are the enemy
You chose love- You are the martyr

Against all these odds
The truth will set us free

Just breathe
Against all odds

Lost, we were lost together
By strains of red
We were bonded forever
Lost
You lost your way
You, ran for the nearest cover
Into the devil's claw, you went
I fought with every trick in the book
To get you back, but I wasn't strong enough
I blame myself
You blame it on me
So set it all free
Nothing is holding you back now
Lost, we were lost together
By the strains of red
We are no longer bonded together
Brother, I love you
Brother, I miss you
Brother, come home
Blame it on me
Please set your guilt-free
I'll take your weight and make it mine
We were lost, lost together.

He Walks In Silence

Green eyes like emeralds
Flaming red hair like a 1000 suns
Take a walk through the open field
A big oak tree calls out

Haunting his dreams
Calling out, it beckons.
The grass is so beautiful

Walking in silence
The grass cuts and bleeds him dry
He walks in silence

Tormented on the inside.
The Tree feels like home
This Tree will be his grave

Ravens cawing
Is this his end?

A sigil of the unknown lies on the ground
Reaching out the serpent of ill intent
Snatches his hand and pulls him into the ground.

Screaming in silence
The Tree is his grave
A hand surfaces from the ground.
A remembrance of what was.

Part II: Atmosphere

Every cut
Every burn
Another remembrance of self harm.

I found faith
Not in words
Not in religion
I found faith in my heart

God was never on my side
But I forgave a long time ago
Screaming into the atmosphere

I let my fears go
I let my hatred die
Heaven was never in my sights
If I'm going to Hell
I'll go out with a bang

The memories are what have kept me going
I'm a soldier
I'm a fighter

I'm claiming my throne
I won't give up
I'll never give in.

Foggy Horror Bliss  

Sickened under the stars, the seraphim
lust I have for you lies under the
foggy bliss of snow.

Judgment of my heart has been set
and I'm guilty of these feelings for the
catalyst that flutters my soul.

Your tormented being is something that
makes me love seeing your broken smile. I
don't like to see you hurt, but I love

I love wrapping my arms around your
beating heart, and I don't feel hollow
any longer.

Pandaemonaeon, in your serpentine smile runs
rampant and free. Your heart has been
healed and you are saved by someone, not me.

In the bliss of the last caress, I hold
you in my arms and farewell no words left
to say.