It's a feeling that I can't describe,
how it can be possible what keeps me alive;
Is the same thing that is killing my mind
You are the curse of mine.

You might ask yourself why,
Well, let me explain you simply because I can't walk,cry, breathe, dance, smile,see, run, fight without thinking about you
You are my last and first thought every day,
Don't take it wrong, I'm not blaming on you
I still in love with you but is hard to admitted it when I know you don't feel like me
I'm seeking something I can't reach
But I love it
Cuz your curse is the most beautiful curse that my  heart can ever feel
You are my curse but at the same time you are what I love the most.

Romeo has Juliet,
Bonnie has Clyde,
And I have no clue of what to do without you in my life.

I thought that l learned
But I guess you never learn enough
How many times I had changed myself
But I guess my changes aren't good enough
Thanks to show me the way
Now i can go by myself
It is your fault? It is mine?
How many time did you ask me if I'm fine
It doesn't matter it is not love
No I have never felt that before
I thought that I was in a deep sea
And now I appear in the shore
I know i bore you because you always had that fake smile
Go play with your friend
You dont need me anymore
I try to love you more than I should that was my mistake
Go tell your friends and make fun of me
I don't care
I have a lot of experience of been alone ,rejected ; I can bear it
I was doing great before I met you
I only want someone to hug me
And you don't want to
So, let me feel once again...

I was trying to escape and find a way to cure my heart,
Follow your passion my mom said
Finally, I found it on this  art.
Because when I lost you I thought I will lost your love
I seem to lose everything,
I couldn't see the beauty of a rose,
Or the mysterious beauty of every little thing
With poem I found it
So, thank you mom
For teach me how to love.
Now, I can immortalize you with my art with my words.

If I'm the part of your life that you don't want, that you don't need.
What I am doing here?
I should go away  because I'm making you feel uncomfortable with the love I show.
I better go, I better move on
Not because I don't love you, hell no
Is because all I want is your happiness
although it costs mine.

People say that I'm cool
But their change their opinion when they know i'm full?
Full of what?
Full of fears, insecurities and stupid things   that no one want
Yes, they leave when they know that i can't
That i can't be the funny guy every day
That my tears are disguised in their smiles
That I cry almost every night
That im not always right
Yes some people still here
But others like you just wanna see the show
So, thank you for comming
Thank you for leaving...
Hope you find a better clown

I want to find you,
I want to text you,
But Im not sure
Because you are like a star lost in the Earth,
You are like a rose that grows on the sky
Hell, you are to far to high, to call you mine
Im just like that stupid song stuck in your head
You don't even like but somehow Im there.