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 Jun 2017 Ciara Ryan
Mariaa
The prettiest colours of the sky are in the morning between five and six.

The prettiest colours are on my cheeks when you touch my lips.

Keep on touching and paint all of me because I'm a blanc canvas and I dont want to be.

This is the message I want to send to you

I haven't met you

but I know I will soon.
 Nov 2015 Ciara Ryan
Ciara A
1.
Denial
You still love me
I still love you
You wouldn't leave
You wouldn't do this to me
There is still an "us"
We're in this together
You made a promise, remember?

2.
Anger
Why?!
I was so good to you
Why the hell did you break me?!
Is it me?
Am I not enough?
Do you want somebody else?
Your promises are *******
You're a liar
*******
I hate you.

3.
Bargaining
If only I didn't say anything
If only I didn't ask how you were
If only I didn't push you
You wouldn't say, "I'm leaving."
You wouldn't say, "We're over."
You wouldn't say, "It's just that I don't love you anymore."

4.
Grief
I still cry myself to sleep
I still wear your shirt in bed
I still can't give your things back
I still wish for you to come back
I still miss you
I still need you
I still want you
I still love you.

5.
Acceptance
You will always be my ex
You will always be my past
Our stars may be aligned before
They've crossed paths
And now they've passed
You've made me stronger
Even after all the hurt
I'm grateful for your love
Thank you for loving me
I hope you're thankful too



*c.a

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