You sexualized me
You stole my calm
You took away my confidence
When you stole my whole body

You didn't leave with it
But you should have
Instead of using it
And putting it back to his place like a toy

I begged a guy to leave bruises
Eve-ry-whe-re on my body
So may be yours wouldn't hurt me that way
But even now, I fear your whispers in my sleep

''Don't scream
Don't beg
Don't fight
I'm almost done sweetie''

But were you really?
Cause it never ends
I still feel you
When someone else touches me

I still hear you
When I please someone

Except once

I am a woman
And I make vulnerability
Unbeliveably pretty

I am a poet
And I can make you feel as if
Suddenly, you became perfect
As I write about you

I am flesh and bones
Flesh that makes you believe in love as it burns
Bones that keeps me strong when I walk away

I am intellect
I love to learn
And I can make you love to learn something
That you never cared about

I am blue
Blue ocean eyes
Blue crayon on this never-blank page

I am the door
Closing slowly in your face
As you don't see
How beautiful I was and still am