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jesse packard Aug 2014
I hate the way you say you care.
I hate the way you smile and stare.
I hate the way you love me so much.
I hate the way you wont let me touch,
you'er heart.

I hate how you brush your teeth.
I hate how you see underneath,
my hate to see my love.
I hate you so much i can scream.
I hate you like i hate ice cream.

I hate when you say i cant love you.
I hate myself for wanting you to.
I hate
I hate
And I hate some more
To see you with him.
I hate myself for loving you more.
i was just told i could never make my love happy because she already love another guy.
jesse packard Aug 2014
i feel like my heart just fell to pieces.
I feel like humpty dumpty who fell off the wall.
It may never be put back together so why try at all.

Her name slips of my tongue like a bad word.
Every time i hear it I die a little inside.
My heart is small and ugly
Who would care to even get to know me.
she told me I could never love you.
and told me she loves another.

to say i didnt like her would not be true,
because i love her to much and she knows im blue.
heart break is never the best.
for i can never love the rest.

I hate this place that i have gone.
to say that she may be gone for life.
so i say goodbye and ill leave you life.
emotional heart break ***** and i hate myself for not being the guy of her dreams and i cant stand even seeing her face.
jesse packard Aug 2014
I feel like she has no clue I'm even here.
I feel like she see's past me and looks at the one who is near.
I feel as if she wouldn't even give me a chance if i tried.
I feel so low that i could probably die.
In this crazy thing they call a bad crush.

I see the one that i want and try so hard.
I see her go through all the bad stuff its blurred.
I see how she lives her life.
I see how she wont accept me to make her happy.
In this crazy thing they call a bad love

I know she wont like the man i have become.
I know she wont like the stuff i have done.
I know all that she has been through.
I know that no matter what she will go back to the bad guy.
In this crazy thing they call the friend zone.

Although she does not like me in that way.
I know i can always be in her life as a friend.
To be there when she cries, and there when she lies.

I am moving so this will be hard.
I am going to some place better, and not so scarred.
I told her i would always watch her no matter the cost.
As i lied there bleeding under a bus.
That they call death.
jesse packard Aug 2014
Is this a dream i live everyday?
To be with you every night,
and watch the sunlight die.
with the beautiful pink sky.

To watch the beautiful sky with you.
Is the only thing i look forward to,
and the only thing i want to do.
I Love You my beautiful sunset,
that's all so true.
jesse packard Aug 2014
Morning is so dear.
It is so hard to hear.
With all the birds so loud.
And the sky so full of clouds.
The sun is full and bright.
My house is so full of light.
With all white walls.
It lights up all the halls.
I hate to say i don't like mornings,
because i wake up without you here.
I don't like mornings I hate them in fear.
To say mornings are beautiful is an understatement.

But i like sunsets to be honest,
because i can always watch them with you.
jesse packard Aug 2014
i have to admit that my job was fun
running around and traveling with the carnival
but i met this girl who made my life purposeful
i like her for being practical and made it meaningful
for the first unofficial date was on the giant slide
so we moved on to the octopus and man i just about died
because i hate heights and spiny rides
but she smiled and i had fun for the time we spent on that ride
the fun lasted till we parted ways to see each other the very next day
she had a sun dress on and all i could say was wow this is my lucky day
to see the girl who had shown interest in me the day before
i had no reason to be mad at myself for stupid **** i said before
i just wish that i had kissed her when i had the chance
because now i am to far away and Skype does not last
jesse packard Aug 2014
i lost my girl for the one that i loved
i miss feeling like a floating dove
i miss the stuff she loved
i miss the way she talked of love
i miss everything she does
i miss the one i love

im sorry i lost that spark
im sorry i went in the dark
im sorry about stuff i said
im sorry i did not show my love
im sorry that i miss you so
but as i said ill love you till the day i die
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