I am worth it,
I am enough,
My Feelings are valid,
My Emotions may exist,
This Body and mind,
they are lovely

A bunch of souls,
together or alone,
they define life,
in their own way,
they talk,
they listen,
they draw,
these souls,
they create culture

The feeling of body and gender dysphoria is always present,
The hate for this body rises inside me, it conquers me,
The feeling of being trapped in the wrong body spreads like a infection,
The shapes feeding my insecurities, my dysphoria,
The gender I was born with, is a stranger to me,
I hate my brain, of thinking in a masculine way,
The realisation that I missed so much time of not being who I really am,
I hate parts of the society, who don’t accept me, who obtain my existence,
Fighting gender and body dysphoria is exhausting,
Will I ever experience body and gender euphoria?

the hurry is gone,
the silence arrives,
the sun goes to sleep,
the moon wakes up,
the stars are coming out,
Streetlights fill the darkness,
Time stands still,
the night is here.

my thoughts settle like clouds on my head,
They come and go, they are carried by my feelings,
they are a whirling construct without form or matter,
I sink into this fulfilling daydream of clouds.

I want to be the brightest star in your sky,
sprinkle stardust over your world,
Let me be your pathfinder,
Let's be moon and earth

We all leave traces in this world,
we are nomads, in an infinite universe,
always in search of something fulfilling for us,
when we stop we are scared,
We are scared that our traces are meaningless,
but we forget that standing still also leaves traces,
The number of traces left behind is not important,
It is only important that we bring a purpose to our world through our traces.