.It’s a poison that I’m drinking since your soulless corpse.

I’m mourning! waking up to a warning!
every morning inside me is storming!
dark clouds forming, circling informing me
“you are no longer here for me to feel”
**** for saying I’m in transforming
**** for causing my sorrow by your laughters
**** the road to heal and whoever tells me that
how can I possibly heal when my healer is gone? HOW?
How the **** praying or manifesting going to fix anything?
**** everyone who act like they were there for him when he was breathing. **** for trying to understand the lesson of his passing this soon!
**** for temporary *** people in his life
that act temporary with their feelings too

I never knew
About
True love
Until
The day
You
Touched
My
Heart..

another waves of emotion hitting the shores down my tippy toes contemplating weather to take the ocean for a deep swim or simply just watch the waves as they come

You feel like a distance beautiful dream
I ask if any of it was real
If we actually met
If your smile was real
If my memories are a thing
everynight and every morning  I scream
is this my new reality? without you?
Falling in love with you was so surreal
and now losing you is so surreal
I beg of you to come take me with you