Woke up to the old world i knew
Nothing changed from  the old to new
That world that had:
The killers who killed with passion
The patriots who  lived n die fighting for their nation
The egoistic who stamped their chest for having their perception.
Those clever enough to call others fools
Clads and look cool
Those that thought had loved enough to think of others only hating
Those friends that cared only for benefiting
The love birds that made a world out of shambles, mistakes and imperfections
Those preachers that taught us how to vote
Those politicians who teaches us to pray
A lost world that always  seems familiar
To its core that breeds jealousy and love and hatred.... Bt those that loved true never lack though the most hurt by it....

The shell of a man who couldn't be of his own, me.
Not to judge and care for me,
Love and hate the problem with me
Not to take my life and be,
Dine into emotions  i never felt still,
Lost love that i had to steal,
Fast and pray for friends without a meal,
Deliver the essence with skill
Have something in my head still,
Propagate their strengths to ****,
****** own soul to be at peace,
Not to speak of death in this piece,
Clothe their **** left bare,
Love their souls and care,
I glare but i stare.
But Before i grew i knew, to set the new i said i grew that their love was never forgotten. *@notneB-Art*

Past the roads that read danger
Into the choices I made to the exit that didn't exist
Past the days the moon met the sun
When the sun touched the sea floor
Floating its rays upon the fishers at dawn
Search till I see the faces that never was
Blackout on the things I went *******
Never despite their prayers to my creater
Survive their crusade for bad blood
Trip into the oblivion only them who wished never to fall into...

The silence of a gun never meant the cease of a war
The silence of word never meant the tongue was at war
Dining with demons that had U good
Mistaken your silence for absence
Your retreat for your cowardness
Over reaction for madness
Retract and the soul was lost amidst other lost souls
You're angry and i mistook it for weakness
That tremble on your lips was worth the put down of your tongue
But the flow in your eyes told tales that your tongue failed to set forth
A flow of pain crossing down the beautiful valley and mountains of your cheeks
It felt solely as absence grew
Memories that never was
That you never knew
Showed your back on my facet
Never to retrace the lost step
Back to the unpleading heart.

I thought of the idea I couldn't weep
I thought of the idea i couldn't sleep
Late night movies watching creep
Never been a champ at my crib
Loved her and treated her like my rib
Into the throne like a queen
Old songs i sang to my sleep
Tormented enough not for my dream
Thousand opportunities i saw them slip
Into the night the rain falls still
Thunders strikes hard
Turn up my eyes to the dark gay sky and I strain still
Did my exams at the main
Hard day for love I felt the lain
Never greed
But felt the slain
Never promised to love again
Last time caused my manners had my feeds
This ain't the old you knew
But a replica  of whats new..

The silence of a gun never ment the cease of a war
Silence of words never ment the tongue was at war
Dining with the demons that had U good

Mistaken your silence for absence
Your retreat for your cowardness
Over reaction for your madness
Retract and the soul was lost amidst other lost souls
You're angry and i mistook it for weakness.

That tremble on your lips was worth the put down of your mouth
But the flow in your eyes told tales that your tongue failed to set forth.

A flow of pain crossing down the beautiful valley and mountain of ur cheeks
It felt solely silent as the minds flew..

It felt solely as absence grew
Memories that never was
That you never knew
Showed your back on my facet
Never to retrace the lost step
Back to the unpleading heart.