Love is a cold war, I'm a colder soldier. My heart has become barren, A frozen wasteland. Cracked like the ice That encases it. Its been the target Of many a snowball's chance. So now I hold Strong and cold With weapons in hand Prepared for this cold war Which has made me Even colder.
There is a distance which has been crossed A frown that has been replaced with a smile And yes I can honestly say This time I will allow myself To partake in all the love that surrounds me I will allow myself to be loved By another Because This time I love me I love my imperfections Just as you did the first time round But this time I'm ready For raging emotions For storms and ships that sail away Not really knowing where they are going But just knowing for sure That where ever we come to ground We will be there together
This All of this This browsing in Walgreens when I have no ******* money to spend on makeup or pencils or tampons or iPod chargers or candles or diapers or juice or valentines or matches or tissues or anything I have no ******* money to spend on anything I have no ******* money to spend on food or water or air or freedom And they touch me when I scream DON'T ******* TOUCH ME And they feed me when I scream DON'T ******* FEED ME DON'T ******* TOUCH ME DON'T ******* FEED ME I'M GOING OUTSIDE INTO THE PRISON YARD THAT STRETCHES ON FOR MILES AND MILES AND MILES I'M GOING OUTSIDE INTO THE PRISON YARD THAT GOES ON FOR MILES AND MILES AND MILES AND IT NEVER ******* ENDS I have no choice but to let them touch me I have no choice but to let them feed me Because they can Because they can And I am nothing And I AM NOTHING GET ME OUT OF HERE OPEN THIS ******* DOOR LET ME OUT DO YOU ******* HEAR ME LET ME OUT
There's paint under my nails And no matter how hot the water is I can't wash you off I watch the raindrops slide down your leather jacket And smear your make up Because it's jealous That you're still radiant Even now I'm not sure why I want you All I know is that it's raining And you're soft And my mask is slipping