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will you forgive me
for all the terrible things i've said
for all of the mistakes i have yet to correct
for all the times i thought i wasn't good enough
for every tear that has fallen for someone that has not deserved it
for every time i wrote a poem and didn't tell the whole truth
for every opportunity i've said no to
for every time i didn't respect myself as much as i should have
for every person i have disappointed

i will.

i will forgive myself
for all the terrible things i've said
for all of the mistakes i have yet to correct
for all the times i thought i wasn't good enough
i will forgive myself
for every tear that has fallen for someone that has not deserved it
for every time i wrote a poem and didn't tell the whole truth
for every opportunity i've said no to
for every time i didn't respect myself as much as i should have
for every person i have disappointed
i will forgive myself
and
i will forgive myself for ever even thinking that i would not
This feeling is hurting me
My relationship with her
My relationship with myself
When the line goes strait
When I need to take some time and wait
My heart will pound
Every time she comes around
I can't think straight
So here I wait
Going back into my darkness state
Is there a scientific explanation the weight I feel right here in my heart everytime I think of you?
Your face.
Your smile.
The way you laugh at my stupid jokes.
The way you get mad at me.
The way you kiss me.

But you said I’m not what you need.
So whatever right?
I’ll just dismissed my love for you.
Like a switch.

But thats not the case. Unfortunately.

I gotta deal with it every single day.
As if its not painful for me.
I gotta be strong.

Cause you already chosed a path.
A path where I don’t belong.
A path where there might be a room but not for me.
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