I finally see the sun,
The air smells sweet,
I look around for you,
I call your name,
Daddy,
I can't find you but I hear you,
I know your here,
I sense you,
You are near?

Your  sent is getting stronger,
You are with me,
I'm glad I'm finally free!

I can't help I'm depressed,
I can't help but cry,
So why try?
But you don't see that,
Because to you I'm always alright.

Don't mind me I'm not okay,
But there is no reason to pretend I am,
I'll end up dead anyway

Don't shed a tear,
Didn't you hear?
I used to be like you.
But I lost my fight,
But unlike you,
I'm always alright

Depression has won,
I lost my fight,
Don't worry bout me,
I'm always alright

I wish the heart didn't feel,
I wish I could forget,
I wish the tears would stop falling,
I wish I could see your face again,
I wish I knew what to do,
I wish you were here,
I wish the blood to flood faster,
I wish my heart to stop,
I wish to be free,
I wish I would die.

I wish you could guide me again,
I wish that I could hear you again,
But just hold on because I'm on my way,
The tears are falling and the blood is now flowing faster,
just wait a moment and I will be with you, in your arms again

The past it haunts me,
Its always swirling in my head,
Even when I'm in bed,
Its there when I think,
Its there every time I blink,

Can I get away,
Maybe it will be today,
Your decision scares me,
You left when I needed you most,

I cry so hard at night,
But I will continue to fight,
I mean I'll be alright,
It was just a bad dream right?