Hey friend it’s been a while
Do you still want to punch me in the face?
It’s ok you can say
That you hope I fall to my death in the most spectacular way
Don’t laugh it off I know it’s true
It’s been a while but I feel it too
I feel the hate, I feel the rage
I drink the poison you wanted me to taste
So yeah you’re right I am a ****, I am a *****, and honestly it’s fair
I am the reason that you ball your fists, smash the wall and pull out your hair
But what I did was ruin myself because really I did want you near
I held your messages close
I laughed at your jokes, really
I was being sincere
I smiled at you when you couldn’t even see, I giggled and blushed and wore happiness all over me
Doesn’t matter now though, it’s all been and gone
I’m probably just another verse in a hate filled song
Just another line in a poem of pain
Just like myself you’ve gone completely insane