The world lost it's colour
The light dulled
Scentless flowers
Smiles culled

Days drifted away
Music muted
In darkness I lay
Soul looted

Time moves fast
I hear each heart beat
Each breath a rasp
I admit defeat

So the wall around your heart
Is to stop the hurt?
The knots on your forehead
Are warnings to stay away?
The cold around your aura
Is your way of staying afar?

All because you fell in love
Thrown back at you with a shove
Loved with your full body and soul
To be left cold and alone
Shake off your armour of pain
Open your heart to love again

Yesterday has been and gone
And somehow we need to carry on
Stop hiding in the abyss of sorrow
Raise your head and bring on tomorrow
Be proud of who you are
Let someone into your heart

I drive for the journey
Not the destination
What is the hurry?
We are all going to the same place anyway

Enjoy the ride, my friends.
See you when we get there

I'm fine
(No i'm not)
Go out? I will
(No I won't)
Had a brilliant night
(Stayed at home)
Dinner was a delight
(Ate alone)
Had a hot relaxing bath
(Chilled to the bone)
We did have a laugh
(Inside was hollow)
I look happy
(I lost my soul)

Will I continue to ache?
Or will the pain make my heart break?
Maybe best for my own sake
As the torment I feel when I am awake
To my core the sorrow shakes
Maybe when my last breath I take
This sorrow will forsake

.... And give me peace ❤

Some people want the pain to go away
I want the pain to stay
To feel nothing means we no longer care
So I want the pain to always be there

❤
❤ Perfectly inperfective ❤
                          ❤

Every time I found a piece of me
You lost a piece of you

You took pieces of my heart
Like someone pulls the petals off a flower


.... and watched the wind pick them up and take them to a place of no return forever.

Promises
Made at a whim
Easily forgotten
Quickly broken

Promises
Made at a whim
Easily forgotten
Quickly broken

Promises should be set in stone
Not whispered in the wind to be blown
.... to a place where they cannot be reached

I brought her home
This tiny ball of fur
I gave my oath
To always protect her

She gave so much joy
Bounding around the place
Like a little wind up toy
She lite up a dark space

When done with her play
And she wanted to sleep
My lap she would lay
Comforted in my keep.

Then one day my heart died
The pain was a burning heat
She stayed right by my side
It was she who protected me.

Love you S. X

Sometimes the purist souls
Are the ones who always get hurt


Stay strong A.M. ❤

He tried to break your spirit

In the end... he lost his.

I sat by the window on the seat
Cup of tea
Resting my feet
Trying to forget me

Watched the rain
Dripping on the window pane
Again and again
But never the same

Drops racing
Sometimes embracing
Coliding
And disappearing

Wish I wasn't here
Want you near
But that turns to tears
Everytime you appear

And still the rain drips
Drink tea in slow sips
Knowing my heart flips
As we are passing ships

I bought a red balloon today
It was round and shiny and bright
I smiled as it gently swayed
All bouncy and floaty and light

I don't know why it made me happy
Tied to a piece of string
I suppose when we all feel ******
It helps us cope with things

It dazzled like a beacon up high
On this day so dark and grey
But it brought smiles to passers by
Something to brighten up their day

But then I looked at this balloon
As it glowed above my head
Its beauty and life will deflate soon
So I let it go instead

Fly little red balloon.....

I didn't give up
Because I stopped loving you
I gave up
Because I thought you stopped loving me

You said the same.

Every now and again
I allow myself to think of you
I forget myself
And a life we once knew

But all that is gone by
A life full of dreams
I still remember and cry
Of what could have been

Being left behind
When your love is moving foward
Is not a sign
For your life to be over

As you ponder on broken promises
A future together
You gave complete honesty
And life forever

But some things are never to be
So my friends let me share
You are valueable, you see
Remember that and begin to repair

The echos of my broken screams
Whirled through my ribcage
Like the cold winds
In a desolate forrest
Looking for a place to rest

I dipped my fingers in still waters
And watched the ripples of my intrusion

I dipped my toes in the water
And watched the circles of ripples ebb away
It was almost as though the water was running away from me
My intrusion to its serenity

It is never a sacrifice
When you give from your heart and soul

I loved you so much
I let you go
My sacrifice was such
I lost my soul
You thought I was gone
I was always here
My love will go on
Through hidden tears

When tears fall silently
Like distant rains in a sea of sorrow
Drowning in dispair

You saved me
And you don't even know it

Tomorrows scars will fade
Like the memories that made
... them in the first place.

If you don't let go of the pain
You open scars over again and again
.... stop hurting yourself

You are worth so much more
Those who hurt you to the core
.... don't care when they walk out the door

Let go. X

Be the one who makes the scars fade
.
.
.
Not the one who creates new from foolish mistakes
.
.
Protect the ones you love

The scars of yesterday
Will make you stronger for tomorrow
Day by day
Through the pain and sorrow

The scars we carry is our legacy of love
The deeper they are, the more we felt hurt

Don't let yesterday's scars
Affect tomorrow...

We all have scars
Some you see
Some you can't
With patience they heal.

Don't create more for those you love.

It is that simple

Don't let your light
Be dimmed under someone's shadow

I haď a dream I was driving on a country road
I was old
I came across a crossroads
A sign read "life" or "death"
I chose "death"
As I hurtled towards death
I looked in the rear view mirror
..... and seen my "life" behind me

Take a quiet moment to listen to silent screams
They will deafen you.

With one silent tear
A million words were spoken
But they all refused to hear
Just how much she was broken

With one silent tear
A million words were spoken
But they all refused to hear
Just how much she was broken

When darkness falls at night
And sleep is finally in sight
Let the thoughts that torment you subside
They will be back in the morning light

A heart can be fragile and broken on command
Like a delicate snowflake landing in your hand
It melts and disapears
Never again to re-appear

.. the same way again

Sometimes I want to be alone
Wishing just to be left on my own
To feel pain of a heart torn

Sometimes I need to be by myself
Content to sit feet dangling on the shelf
Me, myself with my sanity and health

Sometimes I just need time
Being a little selfish is not a crime
Body mind and soul combined

Sometimes I just don't want to share
It is not because I do not care
Just suffocating in life's cruel snare

Sometimes we need to let go of what may be
Of future hopes and broken dreams
Some things are just not meant to be
Holding on is just unhealthy

Sometimes we need to let go of the love now gone
To accept it is no more and nobody won
Forgetting the past and moving on
The feeling of failure and heart torn

Sometimes we need to let go of hurt and pain
Of things that brought us down with shame
To say goodbye to those who are to blame
And finally start to live again

Sorrow is when your angel weeps for your soul.
Because you gave up and became cold

Sorrow
When the light leaves your souless eyes
Sorrow
When the darkness swallows your inner cries
Sorrow
When your tears fill oceans far and wide
Sorrow
When from the world you wish to hide
Sorrow
When you feel your heart smash and break
Sorrow
When your own life you would gladly forsake

We were unbreakable

.... till you lied

............... and broke my heart

Now from the same lips

Sorry is not enough

Will you stay?
Or leave one day?
Leave me alone?
With my heart broke
Will you be?
Reliability?
The exception to the rule?
And stay for ever more?
Brave and bold
Till we are old
Through thick and thin
Or leave me behind
Whatever life sends
I have me in the end

We all have us!

Sticks and stones
May break my bones
But your words destroyed my soul

He took the light out of her eyes
And replaced them with opac orbs
He took the laughter from her smiles
And replaced them with sobs

He took the strength from her will
And replaced it with empty hole
He took her risk for a thrill
And left her with an empty soul

Waters calm, with illusions of glass
Ruined by a stone thrown as you pass

I sang the song of a broken heart
It deafened the darkened sky
And though it pulled my soul apart
Nobody could hear my cry