In supporting you
I am losing me

We sing the song of a broken heart
Hoping it would mend
When your life has blown apart
And we can't see the end

Feel the sun upon your skin
And remember you are alive
Slowly life will start again
I promise you will survive

My tears fell heavy like drops of pain
That shattered like glass on the floor
All carrying memories not the same
Each drop from my broken soul

You can hide pain with a fake smile
A broken heart you can deny
You can tell the world that you are fine
And ever loving him can be a lie

But that one tear that wells in your eye
The one you try to hold onto in vain
Trickles down your face as you try not to cry
The one which holds every sorrow and pain

Let the tears flow for as long as you need
Because when they dry, you will be healed.

X

Let your tears flow down your cheeks and chin
They are pockets of sorrow and pain
You earned that right to let them rain
Once they dry, the healing will begin
And you will be saved

And all I have left of you
Are memories of yesterday
Trapped in tears crystal blue
Gently brushed away

Every memory that makes you cry
Proves you lived before you die
Each tear that falls with a memory
Will live with you for your eternity

She refused to smile
Fearful tears would fall
And fill her eyes
Where the sun once shone

If you test someone's loyalty
By keep pushing them away
They will eventually leave
And you will have passed your test

Congrats.

A smile can hide a million woes
The ones that nobody needs to know
The inner turmoil of your soul
Each day you hide the tears that flow

A smile can hide a million broken dreams
That keeps you awake when you should be asleep
When plans you made are just distant memories
When once the world was at your feet

But that one smile that finally breaks through
The one that sparkles like a precious jewel
The inner light comes through innocent and pure
That smile is your smile, the one that is true.

When the lost cannot be found
And the forgotten disappear without a sound

I sang the song of the lonely oceans
Where heartbroken words are drowned
In the deepest darkest place of emotions
Where I screamed without a sound

I longed for you to hear my voice
My inner screams suffocating
Our broken love was not my choice
But I suffer my turmoil within

I used to walk to your home
It took me an hour and a half
But I didn't mind, mom
Was worth it to hear you laugh

Every day come rain or shine
I was by your side
You were my light sublime
You were my guide

But then you had to go away
And leave me behind
The pain I feel every day
You are always on my mind

So now I walk a lonely road
In my heart you are safe
With heavy feet and an empty soul
I bring flowers to your grave

The lost cannot be found
Even when they stand on the ground
In front of you
They can be invisible

The man on the moon
Big and bright and full
Smiled at me
And said my dear

I'll keep tides at bay
Light up your way
Keep you safe at night
With my moonlight

I will bring you love
With heavens above
My light will glow
Whilst your love will grow

Make black waters dance
Whilst hand in hand you romance
Beautiful memories will be rife
As you walk through your life

But the penalty you must pay
From now to the end of your days
Is live life without sorrow
As we may never have tomorrow

You can't change the past
...it has been and gone

Forgive yourself at last
... time to move on

When your world has been turned upside down
The rest of the world still carries on
Continues to Spin around
As if nothing is wrong
Whilst your world crumbles to the ground
And your screams carry no sound

As the rest of the world still carries on

Time
60 seconds in a minute
We all have the same limit
60 minutes in a hour
No place to hide or cower
24 hours in a day
Same for us all in every way
The irony I have been told
Time moves faster when you are old

Time is precious x

One day you will regret us parting
You will remember all the memories you erased
The lost time will start hurting
But it will all be too late

I would rather feel hate
Than feel nothing at all
In an emotional state
Not an empty vessel

Unable to breath
In this darkness called night
Blackness above and beneath
I seek the light

Unable to sleep
I see nothing with eyes wide shut
Night terrors seep
Too frozen to get up

Unable to dream
Sooth my pain with your face
Instead I can't believe
I am in a lonely place

Unable to move on
As memories flood my soul
But accepting that your gone
I am alone

Never mind... tomorrow is a new day  x

I followed you to the ends of the earth
But you took me to a cliff
.... and threw me off.

How can you trust
When those who should protect you
Misplace it?

How can you trust
When you put your faith in the palms of their hands?

How can you trust
When they shattered your dreams?

How can you trust
When they broke your heart leaving shards of pieces that no longer fit?

How can you trust
When your body is on the floor and you cannot get up?

How can you trust
When you no longer trust yourself?

Broken hearts can mend
Memories will fade and decend
Trust can never be regained
And their scars remain on skin

Cry not the pain that breaks your heart
When love no longer fills that part
Of a life long gone.

Value is not what others place upon you
It is the value you place upon yourself

Synical eyes will always view
Colours in dull hues
View the world with a childs eyes
See the all colours come alive

Breathe and appreciate
Don't hold onto hate
Smile and know your worth
We only got one chance on this earth

A zillion voices tell you
... What to do
Your own silent screams
... Fall on deaf ears
Your head is about to burst
... It is a curse
So listen to your own voice
... That is your choice

Today I voted

One ugly over another

That was the hopeless choice

Tick
Tock
Tick
Tock
Tick
Tock
Tic....

Walk with me by my side
Lets just laugh and love and talk
Life will never come in a straight line
But hand in hand we will walk

Take each day as it comes
As if it were our last
Time just seems to run
And life passes so fast

Are you going my way, sir?
I am not going far
Just a little way off
We don't need a car

Please, let me take your arm
To keep us steady
I mean you no harm
Just tell me when you're ready

Do you feel the sun? my it's warm
Though I think it may rain
Will be cooking up a storm
But let us walk, at a steady pace

Sir, are you ok? I see you're upset
I see tears flowing down your eyes
Our journey was way too short
But worth it, as you remember
..... I am your wife.

Xxxx

Tears are the silent explosions of every deafing scream you feel inside.

I whispered "I love you" in the breeze
Hoping you would remember our years
Let them travel with ease
My words  would reach your ears

I watch some leaves abound
Dancing above like my words
They floated in the air round and round
Till they tumbled to the ground

When you're lost for words
When you cannot find yourself

You came
You broke
You left

Why do I still care?

You got me, body and soul
Till I am old
But don't be bold
As you can be cold
Having been hurt before
So love this thing you behold
As it cannot be sold
And once dead will be no more

When the darkness consumes
And you seek the light
Look inside yourself
The spark will ignite
And you will get through it...

Happiness is the light that burns inside
It lives in our bellies and rises to our eyes
A ball of fire which shines bright
Don't let anyone steal your light