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shadowfaith

shadowfaith

29/F/Bluefield, WV Forever surviving the parasite infested praying mantis.

time skin pain small feel thoughts silence missed noise fades agony deserve debt times ice loud short window glass opportunity ability worth regret gut wrenching sunsets angry sunrises sad clouds care harm scorching caressing spine wounding hornet stings flinch move closer temperature rises embracing remains hidden sight secret keep habits starts longer stare louder hungrier eat worried start controls life scared trick staying busy busier quieter eventually hardest habit break easiest ritual follow addicting coke punishment cruelty inflicted scheduled payment owed karma relentless mortgage broker knocks three specific unannounced stranger homestead antique heartbreak burns dry branded history mistake forever hang noose suffocation unbearable static iii raping stiff board dock burning tears flowing heavy rain begging pleading god suffer shakes peace heaven feeling disgust covers body sweltering sheet scrub raw bleeds profusely relive nightmares flashbacks help unworthy easier killed compared live die wake rage room cope heal release leave passing ashtray