internalwars - Hello Poetry

internalwars

internalwars

21/F/Colorado I want to share my peotry and take some advice. / I suffer from chronic PTSD, anxiety, and depression. I am using poetry to share my thoughts and escape reality and cope with my past and my uncontrolling future.

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