daniel-t
I live alone each day wondering what it's like to feel needed, desired, just as a friend, a hand to hold. Anything less I already have, I travel each day seeing more of the world hoping to find why, or what is my purpose. Just as everyone else I had and lost everything, and everyone I have ever loved. My family not a natural separation but taken with me left behind, and these words are my cry, my eternal damnation that I will never again hold those I love. Not even sing my son to sleep again, or a simple embrace with my wife. What is there left for me now?
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