cheyenne-bishop
I suffer from an anxiety disorder I take care of my little brother, sister and sick father while my mother works, my oldest brother is deployed and my other brother is married and gone. I'm a junior in high school and struggling with an eating disorder, depression, and my anxiety disorder. its hard but i'm learning how to get through it
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