SweetCalamity - Hello Poetry

SweetCalamity

SweetCalamity

F Tear down the wall! Tear down the wall! -Pink Floyd

help life feel wall will wash brick small start save sheets thought dirty feeling heart leave fucking numb hold real regret care thoughts time build tall protect making weary bitter soul left things cry people restraints strong oxygen remember nurses starving family breathe fight fear hand true god keep dark expecting mom perfect pathetic song wrong kiss laying feels state pessimist day happy think maybe ten feet self still add concrete should few bricks another layer added okno problem getting little starting lose empathy others lesson going fall hurt sometimes promised dead inside enjoy brings appreciate colors dull work house couch therapy helping forgot good watching pass teenage built walls stuck prison cell intubate listen soft breathing knowledge sit deeply wife understand doctor hard listening prognosis decide vent process lungs intubated high attitude connections phone bed story darling sweetheart doubts break media friends low hearts families bipap covid matter experience