I have come to terms and conditions
Sign here to be in a different situation
Same outcome
Same benefits
Just the stress,  higher cost of living,  and restlessness.
Sign here to smile for money and be completely unhappy
You hide behind walls of shame and crave into the pressure
You fall and cry because you signed your life away for it to be the exact same.

Meaningless TV and poetry
endless nights not falling asleep
my girlfriend constantly saying she loves me
I know she wants to marry me
And the worst part is I'm happy

Before the love you gave me,
I was a caterpillar.
I was scared to do it again
I hid away from potential mates.
I build walls around myself
A Cocoon.
I never knew that one day I would be treated like the butterfly I truly am.
I am the butterfly she admires the colors of everyday
I am the beautiful one she keeps as hers
I tore apart myself due to the hurt
but I still managed to be a butterfly.

At first you seemed like a breath of fresh air,
if I had only known.
You were a rag with Chloroform pulling me under and letting me go.

Have you ever been so depressed, that you sit in the shower?
Have you ever been so lost that you lose yourself too?
I'm not talking among the stars.
Or in someone's arms.
I plainly mean you are so beyond hoping for that you even give up on you.
I sit in the shower
I sleep more than 8 hours
I am always either hungry or lost my will to try
I am lost
I am holding on
And lately I hope its worth it
But when you reenter my mind
When you find your way in
I see you in EVERYBODY
I START GETTING SICK
I spend all my time either not talking or sleeping
Get the **** out of my head
Stop invading my dreams
Stop making me think everyone I love
Are all my enemies

I was drunk
I was in love
I was happy
I asked again
Still waiting