it's official
it has been
a month
a whole,
wild month
but still a month
a month of
countless words
and
hundreds of views
though the question is
what is the point of this?
i've been here a month
and i'm still not sure
do i write here
just so
i have an outlet?
to get these feelings out?
am i here
to seek acceptance
to find people who feel like me
or who appreciate my thoughts?
am i just here
to feel wanted and understood
to hear praise and
watch my views climb?
is this a way for me
to say things to people
that i don't have the courage to say
in real life?
or am i here to help
diffuse my anger
and dull the pointed edges
of my soul
and try to put together
the shattered parts of me
by accepting them myself?