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I don't want to say "I love you" and then say "I Tried"
I want to say " I love you. Forever. Until the day I die"
Haven't felt this weak or terrified. The tears are uncontrollable at times. How Waterfalls of my insecurities and overthinking thoughts are deadlier than a knife itself.
Never say what you mean
and you get something different
What did you expect?
Why are you gone?
It's been so long.
You were once "catchy", like the words to my favorite song.
Why are you gone?

Why are you gone?
I am so alone.
You dont even answer me on the phone.
All I hear is *ring *ring.... dialtone.
Why are you gone?

Why are you gone?
What happened to being there by my side?
Now there is no one left for me to confide.
Why are you gone?

Why are you gone?
I have cried for help.
What a sad hand I have been dealt
Why are you gone?
You are not welcome
That is what you seem to say
you dont put any effort into this. you dont give it a time or day

This friendship I cherished
But you guys ignore my existance, leave me here to perish.
Waiting for the day where you will see
To be your friend is all I want to be

Lost and forgotten is all I have been
Sad and depressed, Im caving in
Long for that time way back when
You cannot tell me these things if I don't believe them my self.
Only I can determine my own self wealth
You can't tell me I'm beautiful, because that is not  true
If I was so beautiful, why do I only hear it from only you?
You say your hands shake, your heart skips beats with me
I get them too, they are more scary than friendly
I overthink things, quite often than you see
I fear that you will move on and let fragile me be
Your the amazing one, I love you to be honest
But you loving me , now that is no contest
I don't deserve to be loved, that I believe is true.
I'm an emotional wreck, very sad, very blue

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