I'm disappointed in real life
I'm disappointed in me
I'm disappointed in true lies
I'm disappointed in me

I'm disappointed by the way I
Think
Eat
Breathe
Live
Walk
Grow
Wonder
And I hate myself for it

I want to destroy everything
And anything
Hearts
Walls
Barriers
Glass
Hopes
Dreams
And I hate myself for it

I'm disappointed in the people that
Gave up
Killed
Did the wrong thing
Cheated
Lied
And I'm disappointed in me
For not stopping them

I'm disappointed of how I think so cruel
Why do I do that?
Why can't I just run away from it all?
I'm disappointed

I'm disappointed in me
Because I break things

I'm disappointed in me
Because I cry when I don't need to
But then I don't when I do

I'm disappointed
Because nobody stopped me
From being
Disappointed in
Me
Myself
I
Everyone
In between
And outside of
The box

I'm disappointed
I'm disappointed
In me
I'm disappointed
I'm disappointed

I'm disappointed I'm not rich.
I'm disappointed I don't come from a wealthy family.
I'm disappointed I'm not white and beautiful.
I'm disappointed I have depression.
I'm disappointed in everyone I fell in love with.
I'm disappointed I didn't get into the school I had been working my whole life for.
I'm disappointed with all the failures I've had I'm my life because they are practically my life.
I'm disappointed I had to be strong and disappointed.


And I'm just so sick of being disappointed that I'm sad.

Disappointed, with the food you choose to eat.
Disappointed with the dark shadows on the street.
Disappointed with what’s on Tv.
Disappointed with what you call reality.
Disappointed we let things slip so far.
Disappointed with a bandage called a car.
Disappointed with the mobile in your hand.
Disappointed I cannot see the band.