Tonight, It feels calm yet perturbed Carrying this weight of regret Fills my heart with malevolent beats of distress Pumping motions of prying blood Purple tint stains as it cuts Screaming in pain but to no avail Help is not needed but weary the mind "You’ll seek what you’ll find Beneath the shadows of imminent time.”
Tonight, Verged with desire To seek the forgotten light Above the skies and among the stars Hidden within this immense universe Waiting as it pours To the ground with glinting flames For when I will get better I will turn all this mess Into beautiful shades of existence Prior to what has held to evade norms To change what was lost To be claimed and found.
Tonight, To feel what is certain Yet leading to disappointment Crying in vain to appease regret’s misery I believe in fate To a whole new life’s beginning Displeasing life to graze within its end Without it, It has no meaning.
*Tonight, The love we were once hurt to prevail Learning to love and be loved again And live in happiness until forever ends.
Everynight you'll have these thoughts that will haunt you till morning. Insomnia. Let it rest. Overcome it. You are better than this! You deserve every tinge of happiness in your dreams when you sleep. So sleep and when you wake up, Learn to love yourself again.