Despair Despair Despair Coming into one or two pairs I cry sometimes but I also wish I was alive Does death really mean agony? Isnβt it just another way to feel free? A trainwreck Despising the life that it has been given And each time is worst than the other Opening my eyes is a disaster Crooked creeks and national rejoicedness Happy and free Free meaning not expensive Why should I be free When I am the only person I donβt aspire to be I am crying I am dying I am laughing I am praying Every single day Starting to feel Immortality