I just thought that I have left your memories ashore and buried them deep under the sand. But they were carried by the waves again in the middle of the ocean. Here where I am trying to find and rebuild myself. Waves of longing and regrets are crushing my sail. Iām now swimming, drowning in nostalgic pain. I dived deep within your memories and finally found my heart. I held my precious heart, stayed afloat and saw a glimpse of my own horizon. Though self-forgiveness and peace are yet far to be reached. I still have my strength. And I promise not to drown again.